Fix yourself

No one really cares to be their forever
No one wants to stay through it all, through the end
No one hurts the same way you do
No one will be with you when you’re six feet under. No one frees their heart the way you do
No one breathes out loud for others to hear too
Cause you're scared to tell the world to hold your hand and be your friend
You've got no thick and through it all, to hug you till you mend.
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You ought to care, be there, feel the overbearing sin of what you do, what you see, what you hear and what you feel, cause the world ain’t fair, it never really cared, but try to spot the light amongst the mess, crumbling at your worst, you gotta last till the end.
Even when the roads are bumpy and you feel jumpy, your hands are numb and you feel dumb, when the skies seem gloomy the heart feels lonely, the miles seem longer to those of yours. You gotta hold on till the sunrises from the East, you gotta hold on to your strength and not to let him win, that fucking beast, you got to pound, unbound, surround, turnaround to see the windy beach, cause you gotta know your own worth, cause no one will be there to teach.
They promise the world, fuck it they don’t. They lend you a hand, but you become their remote. Shit is toxic, but be frank, it was never to be bliss. They promise to hold you, the pain away they kiss.
But be bold, be aware, be not the sucker-punching demon, who coughs out the toxicity and swallows the venom, let it hurt, let it burn, you got this shit once and for all, cause you ain’t giving up, and you ain’t gonna fall.
They will help you, they will care, they will do what they will dare, you will find, you will see, a motherfucking home to be, a glass of milk, a hug or two, cold feet? They got you shoes!
Rely not on so much, but to stem your heart and soul, your mind needs the boost, your heart needs the unload. Let’s be frank, life is shit, it will try to dull your spark, so keep your smile, no tears in eyes, get your act up, you got to rise, fuck that heart, fill that mind, you are stronger, you are wise, get yourself one more time, cause you worth it, you’re prime.

Mend your head, mend your jaws, fuck the blame on your friends and flaws.

Fix yourself, grow that glow, your heart will learn to be yours in time.